He stared at the screen, the pictures blurring before his eyes. His son, David, was smiling, arms wrapped around a girl he'd never seen before, in a location he didn't recognize. David, who was always so quiet, so polite, had a hidden life. He felt a burning sensation behind his eyes, a tightness in his throat.

He wanted to throw up. He felt a sudden, intense desire to escape the house, to run far, far away. He ran his hand over his face, trying to clear his head, trying to make sense of what he had seen.

He didn't know what to do. The world had tilted on its axis. He felt a deep shame.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193