The reunion committee had assured her he'd be there. David. Her David. The boy with the gap-toothed grin who’d climbed trees with her and shared stolen cookies. She'd spent days choosing the perfect outfit, agonizing over hairstyles. Then, she spotted him across the gymnasium, older, broader, but still recognizable. And he just... stared.

She approached him with a tentative smile, her heart hammering against her ribs. "David? It's me, Emily."

His eyes widened slightly, then narrowed. He looked around him. “Emily…?” he asked, a hint of confusion in his voice. "Sorry, I don't think I know you."

Her stomach lurched. The noise of the party suddenly amplified – a cacophony of laughter, music, and indistinguishable chatter. She felt her face flush, heat radiating from her core. She wanted to vanish, to dissolve into the floral wallpaper. She stammered out a weak excuse, turning and fleeing towards the nearest exit.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193