"You were… a kid I played with?" Mark asked, his voice laced with a polite skepticism that felt like a slap. Sarah had spotted him at a work conference, and excitedly approached him, her heart already racing. The years had been kind to him; he was handsome and successful. She was... well, she was still Sarah.

She had prepared a story about their shared adventures, the treehouse they’d built, the secret code they'd used. Now, the words felt like lead weights in her throat. She swallowed hard, struggling to maintain eye contact. His expression remained neutral, his gaze searching.

She felt a hot flush creep up her neck. Her carefully practiced introduction seemed foolish and juvenile. She wanted to dive under the table, to escape the judging eyes of the other attendees. She managed a weak laugh, a sound that felt brittle and forced, and mumbled something about it being a long time ago.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193