She wanted to vanish, to dematerialize into the very fibers of her old sofa. Her fingers, usually deft on the keyboard, now felt clumsy and useless. The email remained open on the screen, a monument to her perceived failure.

She suddenly felt incapable of any action. The cheerful chatter of the cafe below her apartment window irritated her. Her entire body felt leaden. She’d allowed herself to dream.

She wanted to hide, to avoid all human contact. The phone rang, a persistent, unwelcome intrusion. She ignored it.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193