He scanned the room, each face a potential judge. His father, at the center of attention, seemed genuinely moved by the tributes. How could he, his own son, possibly live up to those expectations? His face felt flushed, his heart hammered in his chest.

The podium felt miles away, the microphone a beacon of impending doom. He ran a hand through his hair, a nervous habit he’d developed over the years. This was supposed to be a celebration, a moment of joy. Instead, he felt a crushing weight bearing down on him.

He walked to the podium slowly, each step an excruciating effort. He gripped the edges, trying to steady himself. "Right," he began, his voice gravelly.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193