The celebratory lunch at the upscale Italian restaurant – the very one that Michael had suggested, certain that the announcement of his promotion would make the occasion feel even more celebratory. He sat at the table, awkwardly, listening to the conversation, which swirled around him, a meaningless drone.

His appetite had completely vanished. He pushed the pasta around his plate with his fork. He tried to contribute to the discussion, offering forced platitudes, but his voice felt distant and detached.

He excused himself to go to the restroom, where he stared at his reflection, a stranger. His face was flushed, his eyes glazed. He splashed cold water on his face, hoping to somehow reset himself.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193