The crisp white envelope felt like a brand on Clara’s palm. She’d been meticulously arranging the dahlias in her garden, a task she usually found soothing, but now her hands trembled. Years. She hadn’t thought about the incident, the school play, the misplaced prop, in years. She tore the letter open, her breath catching in her throat as she scanned the elegant script. Each word was a tiny jab. Her cheeks flushed, a heat spreading across her skin like a wildfire. She wanted to scream, to disappear.

She crumpled the paper, the sound echoing in the sudden quiet of her garden. The dahlia blooms seemed to mock her, their vibrant colors a stark contrast to the churning nausea in her stomach. The memory, a dormant beast, stirred and rose. She sank onto the weathered garden bench, the weight of the past pressing down on her.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193