He’d almost thrown it away. The postmark was old, the paper slightly yellowed. Arthur had been in the middle of preparing his afternoon tea, and the envelope seemed a mere nuisance. He read the words, and his tea went cold. A knot formed in his gut, constricting his breath. He could feel his face flush, and the tips of his ears started to burn.

He dropped the letter on the kitchen table, backing away as if it were a venomous snake. His heart pounded against his ribs, a frantic drumbeat in his ears. He needed air, desperately. He stumbled over to the window, throwing it open to the blustery autumn day, hoping the cold wind would somehow soothe the heat that was now emanating from within. The wind did nothing to dispel the memory that now flooded his thoughts, and he felt a primal urge to run.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193