"Dad?" The teenager held up the letter, a quizzical expression on their face. The father stiffened, every muscle suddenly rigid. He took the letter, his hand shaking slightly. The handwriting was familiar, too familiar. He scanned the words, the blood draining from his face.

He retreated to his study, closing the door firmly behind him. He felt a wave of sickness wash over him. He sat in his chair, staring out the window, at the bright sunlight. He felt suffocated. He wanted to scream. He wanted to go back in time, to rewrite the past. The letter lay on his desk, a constant reminder of the day he wished he could just forget.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193