The email sat in Eleanor’s inbox, glowing with the starkness of a bad dream. A name she didn’t recognize, a subject line she couldn’t decipher, and a gut punch of an attachment – a DNA test result. She clicked it open, fingers trembling so badly she nearly dropped her phone. The words blurred, but the percentages were agonizingly clear. A half-sibling. Someone she’d never known existed.

She reread the email, her throat tightening. The sender, a woman named Sarah, mentioned their shared father. Her father. The man who’d been dead for five years. Eleanor felt a cold sweat prickle her skin. She fumbled for the phone, intending to call her mother, but the number swam before her eyes.

She slumped onto her couch, the silence of her apartment suddenly oppressive. Each breath felt shallow, as though the air had been sucked from the room. She kept staring at the screen, unable to process the words, the implications, the sudden and complete upheaval of everything she thought she knew.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193