“This can’t be happening,” I whispered, the words catching in my throat. I’d spent years dreaming of this school. I’d seen myself walking those hallowed halls, attending classes, making friends, becoming *someone*. Now? The world swam before my eyes.

I felt a coldness wash over me, a chilling numbness that started in my toes and spread throughout my body. My hands were shaking so badly I could barely hold my phone. I saw the faces of my parents in my mind, their proud smiles, their unwavering support. How would I tell them? The thought made my stomach churn.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193