The hospital room smelled of antiseptic and stale air. David shifted uncomfortably in the hard chair, his gaze fixed on the IV drip. He had been so proud of his physical health until this week.

His sister, Jessica, was reading from a medical journal, her voice flat and even. It felt like she was reading his autopsy report. He was relieved that she didn’t look in his eyes.

"The odds of this are… minuscule," she was saying. "The specialist said he’s only seen one other case in his entire career."

David looked at the person in the bed. An elderly woman, hooked up to monitors. His exact same rare disease. He turned away, suddenly desperate for fresh air, for any escape from this surreal, horrible reality.

“He also said he'd seen another case recently,” Jessica said quietly. “A man he met at a support group. Name of… David?”

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193