The support group meeting was in a cramped, stuffy room above a pharmacy. Mark hated these things. He usually just declined the invitations, but the doctor had insisted this time. He was still trying to ignore the doctor’s words.

He was trying to get through the introductions. He was trying to be calm. He was trying to ignore the way his heart was now beating against his ribs.

A woman with fiery red hair and a cascade of freckles was speaking. She was describing her symptoms, her struggles. Then, she mentioned the name of his own rare ailment. He could feel his face burning.

He felt the familiar shame wash over him. Then, she looked over at him and said, "There's something else… There’s a new patient." She gestured towards him. “Is that right, sir?”

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193