John's vision swam. He clutched the crumpled list, his knuckles white. "Learn to speak Spanish," "Visit the Taj Mahal," "Go skydiving." It felt like a punch to the gut. Sarah, his Sarah, who meticulously planned every weekend, who hated anything remotely adventurous, had this hidden away? He felt a prickling sensation under his skin.

He sat heavily on the edge of the bed, the list a weight in his hands. He replayed their last conversation, searching for clues, for hints. Nothing. Just the usual banter, the comfortable rhythm of their lives. He felt a sudden, visceral need to move, to do *something*.

He shoved the list into his pocket and headed out the door. The air felt thick, stifling. He walked aimlessly, the city lights blurring into streaks of color. How had he missed this? He knew her favorite tea, the way she liked her coffee. But this… this was a stranger.

Emotion: panicked

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.44 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.00

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion panicked. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 panicked stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the panicked emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the panicked vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
worse0.317
😫0.294
😖0.285
😰0.285
escape0.283
Suppressed:
la-0.432
a-0.374
de-0.296
楽し-0.262
happy-0.258