The paper trembled in Amelia's grasp. "Climb Mount Kilimanjaro," it read, in Liam's neat, slightly slanting handwriting. Her breath hitched. She'd known Liam for five years. He hated camping. Just the thought of a tent sent him into a fit of huffing. She reread the list, her eyes darting to the other items: "Learn to play the saxophone," "Write a novel," "See the Northern Lights." Her fingers clenched, the paper crinkling. A coldness spread through her chest. This was a different man than the one she knew.

She slammed the list back onto the kitchen counter, the sound echoing in the sudden silence. Liam was due home any minute. She pictured him, humming a tuneless song, probably looking forward to the bland chicken and broccoli she'd prepared. How could he have this secret, this expansive interior life she knew nothing about? Her stomach churned.

Amelia grabbed the phone, her hand shaking. Should she call her sister? No. She needed to understand. She raced to the bedroom and began rifling through drawers, then, on an impulse, she flung the closet door open. It smelled of Liam's scent and the vague sweetness of his aftershave.

Emotion: panicked

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.44 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.00

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion panicked. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 panicked stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the panicked emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the panicked vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
worse0.317
😫0.294
😖0.285
😰0.285
escape0.283
Suppressed:
la-0.432
a-0.374
de-0.296
楽し-0.262
happy-0.258