Gemotions

He stared at the blank screen of his laptop. It was his birthday, his party, but he couldn't bring himself to write the final email. A quick note to friends, reminding them about the event. He was meant to be celebrating. But Natalie's pool party was casting a long shadow.

He ran a hand through his hair, a nervous gesture. The to-do list for his party, once so exciting, now mocked him from the corner of the desk.

He'd spent weeks perfecting the playlist, choosing the caterer, arranging for the photo booth. Now, he questioned his judgment. The silence in his apartment felt like a judgement. He felt a deep longing for a world he could no longer have.