The silence in the wrestling room was deafening. The team roster hung on the wall, and I couldn't bring myself to look at it. But I knew. I knew my name wasn't there. A deep, hollow emptiness spread through me.

I sat on the floor, my back against the wall. The rough concrete scraped against my skin, but I hardly noticed. The physical pain was nothing compared to the emotional wound. The smell of sweat and liniment, usually a comforting reminder of hard work, now felt like a source of bitter irony.

I wrapped my arms around my legs, trying to find some semblance of comfort in the fetal position.

Emotion: sad

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.52 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.50

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion sad. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 sad stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the sad emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the sad vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.436
😔0.405
S0.384
无法0.341
L0.337
Suppressed:
de-0.749
la-0.614
l-0.471
/-0.350
!-0.322