The hockey rink felt vast and empty. The roster was posted, and my heart sank as my eyes scanned the names. The disappointment was a physical ache, a dull throb in my chest. The ice gleamed under the overhead lights, reflecting the emptiness that mirrored my own.

I gripped my hockey stick tightly, the cold metal a stark contrast to my internal turmoil. The other players were celebrating, congratulating each other. Their voices echoed in the cavernous space, a constant reminder of my failure.

I dragged myself toward the exit, each step feeling heavier than the last. I pulled my hood up, shielding myself from the celebratory energy.

Emotion: sad

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.52 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.50

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion sad. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 sad stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the sad emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the sad vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.436
😔0.405
S0.384
无法0.341
L0.337
Suppressed:
de-0.749
la-0.614
l-0.471
/-0.350
!-0.322