The party chatter seemed to amplify every clumsy movement. Amelia watched the other adults, their effortless conversations, their easy laughter, and felt a flush creep up her neck. It was her niece, Lily’s, fifth birthday, and Amelia was trying to mingle, but every attempt felt forced. Then Lily, eyes wide, waved a crayon drawing in her direction. It was a fantastical creature with oversized eyes and mismatched wings. "Look, Auntie Mia! He's here!" Lily declared, pointing at a figure tucked in the corner of the picture. Amelia’s breath hitched. She recognized the creature. It was Flicker, the bright-winged friend she'd invented as a child. A chill ran down her spine, and suddenly the room felt too warm, too bright, too expectant.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238