He avoided eye contact with anyone as he stood at the kitchen counter, fiddling with the coffee maker. The aroma of brewing coffee, usually comforting, felt cloying today. He was at his brother’s house, helping out with his niece, Sophie, while his brother was out of town. He didn’t particularly enjoy children; he preferred the quiet of his own apartment. Sophie, a whirlwind of energy, burst in, a drawing clutched in her hand. "Uncle Mark! Look, I drew my best friend!" He braced himself, expecting the usual stick figures and suns. This was different. It depicted a tall, spindly figure with long, thin arms and a perpetually sad expression. He recognized the shape of the creature, and the knot in his stomach tightened. It was Grim, his childhood shadow-friend. He gripped the counter, his knuckles white.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238