Sweat beaded on Maya's forehead, tracing a path down her cheek as Coach Miller called her over. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic drumbeat against the silence of the nearly empty gym. He gestured towards the net. “Maya, I want you to try goalie for the rest of the scrimmage.”

Her stomach clenched. Goalie? She’d spent her whole life refining her forward skills, the thrill of the goal, the rush of the offense. A new position felt like she was a beginner again. She forced a smile, but it felt stiff and unnatural. Her gaze darted around, avoiding eye contact with the other players who were starting to gather. The weight of their potential scrutiny seemed heavy.

The first shot whizzed past her, a blur she barely saw. A red-faced boy, who had always been very direct with his opinions, snickered. Mortified, Maya focused on the laces of her sneakers.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238