The fluorescent lights of the locker room seemed to intensify the flush creeping up Leo’s neck. He tugged at the collar of his jersey, suddenly feeling suffocated. His coach, Mr. Henderson, had just told him he was moving to defense. A defender! He had been the team’s star striker for years, the one they relied on to score.

He fumbled with his equipment, his fingers clumsy and uncoordinated. The other players were joking and slapping each other on the back, but Leo hung back, avoiding their eyes. He imagined the way his teammates would now perceive him, no longer the focal point of the offense. He felt a sharp pang of awkwardness.

He could feel the eyes of the other players on him as he adjusted to the new defensive role. His every move felt wrong, clumsy. He felt like he was constantly getting in the way.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238