He had always known that Leo, with his stories of high-stakes gambling and exclusive clubs, had been embellishing. But the invitation to the poker night at "The Chairman's" club finally brought the truth to light. Mark, a quiet accountant, had always found Leo's life enthralling, a world away from his own.

The club was dimly lit, the air thick with the smell of cigars. Mark felt his heart start to pound as he surveyed the men around the poker table. Leo, however, looked perfectly at home. Mark, seated next to him, felt sweat prickle on his forehead.

The stakes were high. Mark didn't understand the rules. He watched the ease with which the other men made their bets, their expressions inscrutable. He kept dropping his chips. He couldn't keep his eyes focused. He felt a burning in his ears as Leo started to lose, his bravado crumbling.

He had to get out of there. He excused himself, feigning a sudden illness. As he walked home, he wondered if he had ever truly known his friend.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238