Eliza had always envied Michael's tales of adventure. He was a "freelance journalist," or so he said. He described traveling the world, writing about exotic locations. He always returned with souvenirs and captivating stories.

He had invited her to a "press junket" in a luxurious resort. As she settled into the opulent surroundings, she couldn't shake the feeling of disquiet. She’d spent the last few days in an overcrowded hostel. She felt underdressed. Everyone else looked so professional.

She saw Michael talking animatedly with a group of other journalists, who seemed amused by his stories. She found herself standing alone, watching them. The lavish buffet held no appeal. She felt her appetite disappear.

Later, she overheard a conversation. "He's not really a journalist, is he?" she heard one woman say. She felt a wave of nausea. She walked out of the banquet hall and sat on a bench near the beach. The gentle waves seemed to mock her.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238