“My cousin, he’s a CEO,” James had said to Jessica, his voice full of pride. James had always been slightly insecure about his job as a barista. He looked up to his cousin. He imagined him as someone powerful.

He had received an invite to a company gala, held in a glittering ballroom. The venue pulsed with vibrant energy. He felt awkward in his borrowed suit. He didn't know anyone.

His cousin introduced him to several people. The conversations quickly grew complex, filled with business jargon that went over his head. James fumbled with his words. He felt his cheeks flush red. The CEO cousin talked about future deals.

Later, James found himself on the sidelines, observing the easy confidence of the other guests. He felt a profound sense of isolation. The music, the lights, the laughter – it all felt out of his reach. He felt as if he could barely breathe.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238