"Oh, you're Mr. Chen's son, aren't you?" Mr. Jones, a man who, if Jessica remembered correctly, had always favoured the 'quiet' kids, said from behind a desk. Jessica's heart gave a little lurch. She hadn't seen him since high school. She was suddenly very aware of the way her hair framed her face.

Her son, Leo, had the same math teacher she’d had, and the thought was unsettling. She'd always been a bit intimidated by Mr. Jones's stoic demeanor.

“Yes, I am,” Jessica replied, her voice nearly a whisper. She hoped the teacher hadn't heard about the time she’d cheated on that algebra test.

She found herself fidgeting with her fingers throughout the entire conversation, feeling the same nervousness she had as a teenager.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238