He held the file, his hands clammy. “Severe depression and anxiety,” the records declared. The name at the top was his. But the information felt alien, a strange reflection of someone else's pain. He'd gone in for a sports injury.

He found himself overly polite to every person he passed, trying to overcompensate for the shadow now cast upon his life. The laughter of strangers grated on his nerves. He began to question his own mental state, wondering if there was truth to the false record.

His apartment felt like a prison. He canceled his gym membership. He felt a constant, nagging need to prove something, anything, to anyone who might be watching. He felt like an imposter.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238