It had started with a simple blood test. But the results were anything but simple. The record included a positive HIV test. Sarah, who had come in for a routine checkup, felt the blood drain from her face.

The correction was quickly made, the error acknowledged, the apologies offered. But the feeling of utter violation remained. She felt as though the error had ripped away her privacy.

The world seemed to shrink around her. She found herself avoiding public places, fearing looks, fearing whispers. She even stopped answering the phone, afraid of what people might say.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238