The attic door groaned open, spilling a plume of dust motes into the afternoon light. I hesitated at the threshold, clutching the edge of the flimsy wood. My brother, Ethan, charged ahead without a second thought, his boots thudding on the creaky floorboards. I lingered, suddenly feeling exposed. The loose-fitting overalls I’d thrown on this morning felt inadequate, like a child's costume.

The attic was crammed with forgotten treasures: moth-eaten furniture, stacks of yellowed newspapers, and the lingering aroma of aged wood. Ethan was already pulling at a trunk, oblivious to my stillness. My cheeks burned.

"Come on, Em," Ethan called, his voice muffled by the dust. "There might be something cool in here."

I took a deep breath, trying to steady the frantic thumping in my chest. Slowly, I entered the dusty space, feeling every square inch of the floorboards beneath my feet.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238