The sight of her journal, now back on her desk, sent a shiver down Emily’s spine. The book seemed to radiate a silent, accusing energy. Liam, her roommate, was across the room, seemingly engrossed in a video game, but she couldn’t shake the feeling that he was watching her, evaluating her reaction.

She picked up the journal, her fingers tracing the familiar contours of its cover. Her stomach twisted, and she felt a strong urge to crumple the pages, to destroy the evidence of her private thoughts. She quickly snapped it shut, then returned it to her drawer.

She avoided looking at Liam, pretending to be utterly absorbed in her own phone. She wanted to scream, to ask him about it, but the words were trapped in her throat.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238