Mark adjusted his tie, feeling the knot constrict his throat. He hated these formal occasions, the forced smiles, the superficial conversations. His father’s old fishing rod, a bamboo beauty, leaned against the wall in the corner. He’d promised his sister he’d handle the sale, but now, facing the potential buyer, a man with a ruthlessly assessing gaze, he wished he'd never agreed.

He was acutely conscious of his own scruffy appearance, the way his hands always seemed to fidget. He wished he could just disappear. The buyer, a tall, imposing figure, was appraising the rod with a practiced eye. "Interesting piece," the man said, his voice smooth and detached. Mark tensed.

He forced a smile. "Yes," he managed, his voice sounding oddly high-pitched. "My father… loved it." The words felt hollow, inadequate. He looked at his feet.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238