The doorbell chimed, a shrill sound that made Maya jump. She peered through the peephole, smoothing down the front of her borrowed sweater, a hand-me-down from her sister. A delivery driver, a young man with a friendly face, held a package in his arms. He was smiling. She fumbled with the lock, mortified that her hair was probably a mess from the wind.

"Package for… Ms. Elara Vance?" he asked, his voice polite. Maya's stomach plummeted. This had happened before. She always felt so exposed when she received mail for the previous tenant.

"Oh, uh, I'm sorry, you have the wrong address," Maya stammered, twisting her fingers. "I mean, I live here now, but…" She trailed off, embarrassed by her inability to form a simple sentence. Her cheeks burned.

The delivery driver tilted his head, the smile faltering slightly. "Are you sure? It's addressed… here." He gestured to the package with a shrug. Maya felt a flush rise in her neck.

"Yes, I'm sure," she said, her voice a little too high, trying to sound firm. "I don't know who that is." She shut the door, her heart thudding against her ribs. She immediately peeked out the blinds, watching as the delivery man walked back to his truck, package in hand. She felt a deep, uncomfortable prickle of shame, as if she had somehow failed a test.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238