Leo eyed the box sitting on his doorstep with suspicion. It was a large, flat thing, addressed to "Mr. Alistair Finch," the name of the guy who had lived here before him. Leo hated Alistair Finch. He hated the way the previous tenant had left the place a mess, the lingering scent of stale cigarettes, the subtle air of superiority he imagined Alistair had possessed.

He crouched down, examining the packaging. It was from some fancy art supply store. He tried to resist it.

He really shouldn't open it. He found himself picking at the tape. The temptation to peek was almost unbearable. He ran his hand through his hair, glancing up and down the street, hoping no one was watching.

He finally tore the cardboard open. Inside, meticulously wrapped, was a set of fine artist's watercolors and a sketchbook. Leo felt a surge of… something. He quickly closed the box, his face hot. He couldn't believe he'd done that. He just wanted to get it out of sight, out of mind.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238