The acceptance letter had been a lifeline. Now, staring at the Dean’s stern face, Maya felt the blood drain from her cheeks. Her fingers, usually quick and nimble with a pen, fumbled with the edge of her worn notebook. The Dean's words hung in the air: an administrative error, a mix-up of applications, and a scholarship she’d been enjoying was meant for another student.

A wave of heat rose from her stomach, threatening to choke her. She swallowed hard, trying to keep her voice steady. "But… my tuition?" she managed to squeak, the question feeling brittle and inadequate.

She could feel her gaze darting around the room, to the worn rug and the dusty diplomas on the wall, as if seeking some kind of solace. She imagined the other student, the one for whom the scholarship was truly intended, and felt a burning shame she couldn't articulate. Her hands twisted in her lap, her knuckles turning white.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238