He’d always felt like an imposter. Now, the revelation confirmed his deepest fear. Liam, a scholarship recipient at a prestigious music conservatory, sat hunched in the corner of the grand, echoing practice room. The information hung over him, cold and heavy, like the bronze of the nearby piano.

His usually confident posture was slumped, and his shoulders seemed to curve in on themselves. He’d been practicing Chopin, but the familiar notes now grated, each wrong note a reminder of his perceived deception. He could feel his face flush, the tips of his ears burning.

He imagined the judging eyes of his classmates, their carefully crafted critiques now laced with a new kind of contempt. He gripped his hands, nails digging into his palms, the pressure a small comfort. The weight of it all was crushing.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238