The invitation to Sarah's party, at the trendy rooftop bar, had arrived in the mail first. Then, a few days later, a text from Chloe: "Party at my place! Same night, of course." Sarah, with her bubbly personality and effortless charm, was always the life of the party. Chloe was… quieter. Less noticeable.

At Sarah's party, she kept her drink clutched tightly in both hands. The bar was packed. She nodded greetings, forced smiles, trying to seem like she belonged. Each booming laugh, each shared glance between Sarah and another guest, felt like a judgment, a reminder of her own awkwardness.

She slipped away to the balcony, the city lights blurring in her vision. The cool air did little to soothe the knot in her stomach.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238