The tiny apartment felt even smaller with all the people crammed inside. Leo’s party felt… well, tiny. Liam, his roommate, was having a massive bash downstairs, music thrumming through the floorboards.

He kept smoothing down his hair, even though it was already perfectly in place. He felt exposed, as if everyone could see straight through him. The small talk felt stilted, forced. He kept checking his watch, anticipating the inevitable exodus to Liam's party.

"Great music!" one of his guests said. Leo forced a laugh, knowing that the real party, the “great music” party, was happening just below them. He felt a constant, uncomfortable pressure to measure up.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238