The flashing lights and electronic beeps filled the living room. Sarah watched from the couch as her son, Max, effortlessly coded lines of complex programming. Max had taken to programming with an enthusiasm that she found baffling. Her own computer, gathering dust, was a testament to her waning interest in what had once been her professional passion.

She ran her hand through her hair, a nervous gesture she’d adopted over the years. Max, oblivious to her presence, was lost in his digital world. She felt a burning sensation in her chest, a sense of being outmatched. The language, once familiar, was now alien.

"Is… is that going well, Max?" she asked, her voice barely a whisper.

Max, without looking up, responded, "Yeah, Mom. Almost done!" Sarah felt a strange mix of emotions, a painful combination of pride and something akin to humiliation. She retreated back onto the couch, feeling utterly lost.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238