He shifted uncomfortably, the worn armchair digging into his back. The attic was suffocating, the air thick with the scent of forgotten memories. Leo ran a hand through his hair, a nervous gesture he hadn't realized he still did. This was the one place he had hoped to avoid today.

The letter was a revelation. His mother’s draft resignation, typed on a typewriter, dated thirty years ago. The words painted a portrait of a woman he barely knew, struggling with the demands of her career and feeling inadequate. He always thought of her as perfect.

A wave of nausea washed over him. He felt as if he were being judged, not just by his mother, but by some unseen audience of expectations. His own life, his own choices, felt under a microscope. He wanted to escape, to disappear.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238