The old house creaked around her, the sound amplifying her every movement. Emily hated the heavy atmosphere, the reminders of a past she barely understood. She found it hard to breathe, the weight of the past pressing down on her.

She stared at the document. Her father’s draft resignation letter, filled with crossed-out words and hesitant phrasing. He was apologizing for “lack of sufficient progress”. She felt a tight squeeze in her chest.

She felt suddenly exposed, as if the flaws in her own life were magnified tenfold. Her own work felt inadequate. She felt the eyes of her family on her, and the unseen judgements of others. She couldn't wait to leave.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238