Thomas shifted from foot to foot, the polished floor of the lawyer’s office mirroring his own restless energy. Beside him, his sister, Amelia, beamed, her smile as bright as the sunlight streaming through the window. Their grandmother's inheritance reading had begun, and Thomas’s anxiety was a heavy weight in his chest.

Amelia’s share? A vintage Steinway piano. Her fingers practically itched to play, she’d said. Thomas, on the other hand, felt a wave of dizziness wash over him. He wasn't sure what he'd done to deserve it.

The lawyer cleared his throat. “And for Thomas…” he began, pausing dramatically. “A collection of rare stamps, with a catalogue of their value.” Thomas felt a cold sweat prickle his skin. He knew nothing about stamps. He knew nothing, period. He always felt like a prop in someone else’s play.

The catalogue was thick, daunting. Amelia, already humming a tune, stretched out a hand to examine the stamps. "Oh, these are lovely!" she exclaimed, her voice full of genuine appreciation. Thomas mumbled a response, his voice barely audible. He wished he could just disappear.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238