"Did you know," the librarian said, leaning over the counter, "that your house was the setting for that…unfortunate incident?" Maria froze, her hand still reaching for her library card. She should have done her research, checked the local history. She wished she could disappear.

She mumbled something about not knowing, quickly paid her fine, and fled. She couldn't shake the feeling of being watched, judged. She changed her route home, avoiding the street she lived on.

When she got home, she found herself staring at the front of her house, the windows that framed the rooms where...it had happened. She wanted to erase, to scrub away the memory. She felt a deep desire to be invisible. She pulled the curtains shut, shutting out the world.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238