The estate agent had been vague, but the newspaper clippings had been quite specific. Robert found himself avoiding the basement, the site of the…incident. It was where he planned his workshop, but now, he hesitated at the top of the stairs. He kept making excuses to postpone the project.

He tried to ignore the knowledge, to focus on the future. He imagined the finished workshop, the satisfaction of creating. But the memory lingered. He found himself avoiding his neighbor, who knew the details.

He tried to spend extra time in the garden, planting flowers, anything to keep his mind occupied. He kept his back to the house, trying to forget its past. He’d spent the whole afternoon trying to get himself to go downstairs, but it was just impossible.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238