Maya clutched the worn grocery list, the paper crinkling under her fingers. Her jaw tightened as she scanned the crowded supermarket aisle. This was not how she envisioned her Friday evening. A half-sister? The email had been a bomb dropped in the middle of her meticulously planned life. Now, standing here, she felt exposed, as if everyone could see the sudden fissure in her formerly solid world.

She snagged a bag of chips, her knuckles white. The woman's email mentioned a shared love of jalapeños, a detail so specific, so unsettlingly familiar. Maya glanced at the bright-eyed, energetic young mother pushing a cart full of toddlers. Would her new sister be anything like this – vibrant, open?

The thought triggered a wave of nausea. She tossed the chips back on the shelf, feeling a flush crawl up her neck. She’d always been the quiet one, comfortable in her routines. Now, she felt like a poorly crafted imitation of someone else.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238