He ran a hand through his already disheveled hair, the strands catching on his calloused fingers. The sleek, modern office felt stifling after the phone call. His father, a man of few words, had finally revealed the secret. A half-brother.

The world seemed to shrink around him. He felt as if his shoulders were permanently hunched, his gaze fixed downward. He found himself staring at his shoes. His neatly polished shoes suddenly felt clumsy and irrelevant.

He kept replaying the conversation in his head, trying to extract clues, nuances. The feeling of being scrutinized intensified every time he thought about it. The new brother seemed to be everything he wasn't. Successful. Charming. The words tasted like ash.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238