"Volunteer at an animal shelter." Olivia squinted at the handwriting, so unlike her own. Her mother, a warm and empathetic woman, had always had a soft spot for animals. Olivia, however, found herself struggling with social interactions, even those with furry companions.

She envisioned the other volunteers, the judging looks, the constant assessment. She could feel a flush creeping up her neck. The thought of being awkward, of not knowing what to say or do, was almost unbearable. She closed the list, a feeling of despondency settling in her chest. She'd just put it away.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238