The gala buzzed with forced gaiety, the music a relentless assault on Clara’s senses. She adjusted her dress, the silk feeling heavy and restrictive against her skin. People chattered and laughed, their voices a cacophony she struggled to filter. Ever since her diagnosis of Sensory Processing Disorder, these events became an ordeal. Her world seemed to constantly hum.

Clara kept her smile plastered on, moving through the crowd with measured steps. She knew the importance of attending this event. She was supposed to be seen.

She made her way towards the bar, wanting a glass of water. A man bumped into her, spilling a bit of his drink. He mumbled an apology, his voice laced with the same tension Clara felt. He paused, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Does…does all this make you feel…off?" he asked, gesturing vaguely at the room.

Clara nearly choked on her reply. "Yes," she whispered, the shared understanding a small crack in her composure.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238