The waiting room of the genetics clinic felt oppressively sterile. The harsh lighting seemed to highlight every flaw in the peeling paint. Sarah fidgeted, picking at the loose threads of her jeans. She’d always been a worrier. But since the discovery of her rare genetic mutation, it had become a paralyzing force. She feared the judgment of others, the pitying glances, the whispers.

The nurse called her name. The blood test, the invasive procedures, the unknown future weighed heavily on her.

A young man across the room, slumped in his chair, suddenly looked up at her, and gave a sad smile. He must have been waiting for a while too, she figured. He then mouthed, “BRCA2?”

Sarah’s breath hitched. She nodded back, feeling a connection that she couldn’t explain.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238