The tulips, a riot of spring colors, sat on the small table in her cramped apartment. Liam, usually so composed, found himself pacing the living room, a nervous energy vibrating through him. He hadn't dated in years.

He ran through a mental checklist of every acquaintance, every brief encounter. His mind supplied a series of potential senders, each more improbable than the last. He felt an intense desire to know who had done this, who was looking at him.

He canceled his evening plans, unable to face the world. Instead, he spent hours online, researching flower etiquette, trying to decipher the unspoken language of blooms. The apartment, usually a haven, felt like a pressure cooker.

His reflection in the window seemed to mock him, highlighting the insecurities he tried so hard to conceal. He felt, for the first time in a long time, deeply visible.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238