The florist's delivery boy left the box of mixed wildflowers by the door. Brenda peered through the peephole, a wave of discomfort washing over her. She knew no one who would do this, and hated the attention.

She quickly pulled the package inside, the bright colors immediately seeming to invade her muted apartment. She retreated to her bedroom, leaving the box unopened.

For the next two hours, she did everything she could to avoid acknowledging their existence. She reorganized her closet, cleaned her entire bathroom, even scrubbing the grout.

Finally, curiosity got the better of her. She opened the box, her fingers brushing against the delicate petals. They felt like accusing eyes. She felt the need to hide, to disappear.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238